Sunday, August 24, 2008

I'm Shit At Life

So I think to myself, it's 11.30 on a Sunday night, what could I possibly do to put off going to bed?
OH!
Make another account on another website that I most likely will never use again!
Nevertheless, I did create this, I don't know how, and I know I did things wrong.
But I did feel like writing about things, and although no one will ever read this (I hope) I wouldn't mind noting some things down.
SO....
I want to finish school.
SO badly. I want to end this nightmare and go and travel the world. It seems pretty cheesy and even childish but?... I've got a year left still, and I'm so trapped in my upper north shore suburbanity that I'm way to big for nowadays. Like, the people I meet, the people I know and talk to and hang out with, they've gone so much further than that, they're older and smarter and are learning more and I know they went through the same things as i did: the HSC and all that, but it's hard not to be heart-wrenchingly jealous of them, and the fact that they are FREE. I suppose it's a stupid thing to be jealous of, I'm young, I'm on my way to where they are and I'll be all the better for sticking with this torture they call school.
MEANWHILE I've got alot of things to talk about that aren't so boring and deep. But maybe I'll save them for another 'blog'!!
Haha!

I need to figure out how to add pictures!